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How did it feel when filming a kiss scene?

Lu Zhi Wei subtly felt an odd feeling from this question, her desire to live suddenly surged.

How could it feel? Of course it wasn’t anything much.

Because all of them weren’t filmed with you.

She had to be insane to say that it was great filming kiss scenes with other people right to the person she liked!

Under Sang Wan Ci’s questioning gaze, Lu Zhi Wei slowly opened her mouth: “Not much.”

She thought about it: “It’s just like that……”

She hadn’t properly kissed anyone anyway.

In all the shows she had acted in, if they had kiss scenes, then they would either use the angle trick or do a quick peck, relying all on the atmosphere. She hadn’t properly, seriously kissed anyone before.

So she definitely felt like it was just like that!

Sang Wan Ci, on the other hand.

She looked at this little friend, suddenly deciding that she must be so curious about this because she was watching those kiss scenes during the day.

Thinking about it, Sang Wan Ci didn’t seem to have had any kiss scenes yet?

This child wouldn’t happen to suddenly be thinking about it? Because of her kiss scenes???

Sang Wan Ci’s gaze was still on her face, maintaining eye contact.

“What is ‘like that’?”

Lu Zhi Wei paused.

Sang Wan Ci’s face didn’t change: “I want to know.”

Lu Zhi Wei: “……?”

Sang Wan Ci: “Jiejie, teach me.”

Lu Zhi Wei: “!!!”

She was stunned by those words, her brain immediately turning blank.

After a while.

She opened her mouth in a daze: “How do I teach……?”

She didn’t know if she saw wrongly, but she seemed to have noticed that Sang Wan Ci sighed in relief after she said that.

She blinked, wanting to look for that feeling, but she was met with Sang Wan Ci’s calm expression, unable to catch a hint.

It looks like it was really her own mistake. She was probably going crazy over this crush, hoping that the other person liked her back.

Then, she saw Sang Wan Ci’s hand lightly land beside her as she leaned over slowly, those amber eyes fixed on herself.

Suddenly drawing closer, her heartbeat suddenly started racing.

Lu Zhi Wei finally understood how she couldn’t resist the person in front of her.

Her existence was a fatal attraction to Lu Zhi Wei.

“Demonstrate,” Sang Wan Ci said, “with me.”

Lu Zhi Wei: “???”

No way, no way, her brain was going to turn to mush!

“…… Are you sure?”

“Does jiejie mind?”

“Of course not!”

How could she mind, she was afraid Sang Wan Ci would mind!

What kind of progress was this, the person she liked suggesting to kiss! Was this really the kind of good thing that would happen?!

Having lived for 27 years, this was the first time Lu Zhi Wei had seen something like this.

“I don’t mind,” Lu Zhi Wei said, “but do you really not mind?”

“Mm,” Sang Wan Ci replied decisively, “it’s you, so I don’t mind.”

It’s you.

Lu Zhi Wei suddenly felt these two words were very ambiguous with a hidden meaning, but she couldn’t be sure what sort of hidden meaning it was.

Was it because she liked her, or because they were best friends so she could accept a bit of intimacy?

But so what if it was the latter?

As long as Sang Wan Ci didn’t mind being intimate with her, they had a chance to break through every boundary. Maybe in the end, Sang Wan Ci really could fall for her.

In other words, just try it!

“Then I’ll try…… Close your eyes first.”

Sang Wan Ci really closed her eyes obediently.

After losing your vision, your other senses will become more sensitive, and you’ll be able to explore every familiar aura in the air.

She smelt Lu Zhi Wei’s fragrance, clean and light, as if it was the scent of her body soap, it smelt nice.

The fragrance came closer and closer, wrapping around her.

Then, a softness gently landed on her lips.

Lu Zhi Wei kissed her.

It was just their lips touching, she didn’t dare to go further.

Every breath she took was suffused with a gentle aroma.

Sang Wan Ci’s lips were very soft, filling Lu Zhi Wei with a deeper, more passionate desire after tasting them.

Lu Zhi Wei suddenly didn’t know what to do.

She wanted more, but her rationality told her that she had to maintain control.

You like her, but she doesn’t like you, what right do you have to do whatever you want?

At this moment, she was both happy yet conflicted, even the passion from her lips dissipated a little.

But Sang Wan Ci helped her solve this problem.

Sang Wan Ci’s hand landed lightly on the back of her neck, her other hand wrapping around Lu Zhi Wei’s waist.

She kissed Lu Zhi Wei, holding her and pulling her closer, the strength she used not allowing for retreat.

Lu Zhi Wei was pushed back into desire, unable to retreat.

They deepened the kiss.

The demonstration became exploration.

Exploration between their tongues, between their hearts.

The air around them grew thinner, circling around like smoke.

Their rationality was muddled by the kiss, feeling as if they were floating on clouds.

At this moment, their hearts could only hold each other.

After a while.

Lu Zhi Wei opened her eyes slowly, leaning against the back of the sofa.

Her eyes shimmered slightly as she looked at the person hovering over her, her chest rising and falling erratically.

The kiss had stripped her of air, and also of her whole heart.

She was no longer able to keep herself from being moved by the person in front of her.

She liked her, there was no stopping it.

But there was something to rejoice about, she had realised something good in this kiss.

Sang Wan Ci didn’t disdain being close to her, and even kissing her.

More than that, Sang Wan Ci…… also had a bit of selfishness towards her.

She didn’t dare to be certain, but she didn’t want to reject the idea either.

Even if it was all in her head.

“Has Zhi Wei ever kissed someone like that before?” Sang Wan Ci suddenly asked.

Lu Zhi Wei came back to her senses: “Never……”

Sang Wan Ci didn’t move: “Then how does it feel?”

Lu Zhi Wei looked up: “Mm?”

Sang Wan Ci: “Is it ‘just like that’?”

“No……”

Lu Zhi Wei lowered her eyes, her face turning red as if she was drunk.

“It felt good.”

Because it was with you, so I feel it’s good.

Even if it was just a light touch, I would have been extremely satisfied, because I had already touched my dream.

Then, she saw Sang Wan Ci smile at her, a gentle and satisfied smile.

Lu Zhi Wei: “?”

What did this mean??

She didn’t have time to ask before Sang Wan Ci lifted a hand to brush away her long hair.

“I”ll come ask you again if I have questions.

“Rest early, see you tomorrow.

“Goodnight, jiejie.”

The simple, yet flirtatious term froze Lu Zhi Wei again.

When she had snapped out of it, Sang Wan Ci had already left.

She was alone in the room again.

Next time…… What would be the question next time?

She glanced at the bed, her face turning even redder as she panicked and looked away.

Then she saw her position……

How did she get pressed against the sofa as they kissed?!

Also, what did that kid mean?

Did they…… have a chance?

Lu Zhi Wei looked at the ceiling, then slowly covered her face.

Embarrassing, she was actually so affected by a kid……

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The two of them met as usual the day after they kissed.

Sang Wan Ci was as close to Lu Zhi Wei as before, without any distance.

Lu Zhi Wei was relieved.

She was worried Sang Wan Ci could feel awkward after going back and ignore her……

But their relationship hadn’t changed because of the kiss.

But what could change?

They were already best friends, what else could change except becoming lovers?

But there was something else that changed.

For instance, they had a lot more physical contact when filming these days, and Sang Wan Ci had even accidentally kissed her twice.

Although it was just a light brush against her lips, but it could always make her recall that night when their breaths intertwined, feeling like a mess.

Then when she looked at Sang Wan Ci smiling at her calmly, Lu Zhi Wei couldn’t figure out her thoughts at all, unable to reprimand her.

Lu Zhi Wei had liked her from the start, unable to control it, she had long lost the right to reject Sang Wan Ci becoming closer to her.

Even if it really was an “accident”……

But she would think about it, she would fantasise.

She would also think about whether Sang Wan Ci was doing it on purpose, she would fantasise that Sang Wan Ci liked her, and even get some courage when they made physical contact.

How about I ask directly if you like me or not? She would always have that thought.

Then when she looked at Sang Wan Ci’s face, her courage would vanish.

She wanted to take a step forward, but she was worried it would end up with her even further than before.

She really was a cowardly adult.

But she didn’t know that Sang Wan Ci was also looking at her while she agonised over it.

From afar, watching her quietly, as if waiting for something.

……

Today, Ying Xi Ze visited the set.

It was returning the favour, the jiejie has visited his set last time, so it was the didi‘s turn this time, and he could conveniently help the meimei, Lu Si Jiao, as well.

This time, he also brought snacks and drinks for the crew.

If there was anything good, Lu Zhi Wei would immediately think of Sang Wan Ci.

She personally brought the food to Sang Wan Ci.

Lu Zhi Wei: “There’s broccoli that you like, and orange juice. Remember to eat properly.”

Sang Wan Ci: “Mm.”

Lu Zhi Wei: “Alright, that’s that then, I’ll head off first.”

Sang Wan Ci held onto her: “Where are you going?”

Lu Zhi Wei pointed in Ying Xi Ze’s direction: “Xiao Ying’s here, I have to accompany him.”

“……”

Sang Wan Ci stayed silent, her fingers loosening slowly.

She thought Lu Zhi Wei would stay and eat with her like usual……

Lu Zhi Wei rubbed her head, then turned to leave.

No matter how much she liked Sang Wan Ci, she couldn’t throw aside her friend who had taken the time to visit, or it would be too hurtful for her friend.

There were many chances to eat together, she could just accompany her tomorrow.

When Lu Zhi Wei returned, Ying Xi Ze had already considerately opened the takeaway container for her and arranged the table.

He looked like a respectful waiter, handing her a pair of chopsticks with both hands: “Please.”

Lu Zhi Wei laughed and took the chopsticks.

Ying Xi Ze glanced in Sang Wan Ci’s direction and said: “Jie, when did your relationship with Teacher Sang become so good?”

Lu Zhi Wei naturally picked up a broccoli floret: “During the new year.”

Ying Xi Ze nodded.

Lu Zhi Wei tried the food, immediately being surprised: “It’s delicious!”

She turned around, wanting to tell Sang Wan Ci.

It was only when she saw Ying Xi Ze next to her that she remembered she didn’t eat with Sang Wan Ci today.

To not make the atmosphere awkward, she raised her thumb at Ying Xi Ze: “This restaurant is really good, remember to pass the contact to my manager, I’ll treat others to this place next time too.”

Ying Xi Ze smiled and nodded: “Alright.”

Looks like Lu Si Jiao was still the one who understood her own sister’s taste, able to find a restaurant that fit Lu Zhi Wei’s preferences.

Sang Wan Ci was eating with her assistant.

Her gaze kept flickering towards Lu Zhi Wei from time to time.

She watched as Lu Zhi Wei chatted and laughed with Ying Xi Ze, and Ying Xi Ze even hugged Lu Zhi Wei.

“……”

She looked away, not wanting to watch any further, just like how it had been when she was watching Lu Zhi Wei’s kiss scene.

Did Lu Zhi Wei…… like men?

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A thunderstorm was ongoing, so the production crew took a break for the day.

Lu Zhi Wei stood in her room, watching the lightning crackle outside the room.

Filming would probably be postponed tomorrow too……

She thought about Sang Wan Ci, wanting to send a message to remind her to close the windows properly before sleeping.

When she picked up the phone, that thought was suppressed.

Why did she have to say it on the phone, and not in person?

If she went to see her, maybe she could sit down and chat for a while, wouldn’t that mean more time alone?

Thinking about it, she put down her phone and walked towards the door.

In the end, she saw Sang Wan Cistanding outside the door once she opened it, with her hand raised, as if she was preparing to knock.

“Wan Ci,” Lu Zhi Wei asked in confusion, “why are you here?”

Sang Wan Ci replied with a question: “You’re going out?”

Lu Zhi Wei felt oddly embarrassed: “I was about to go look for you and remind you to close your windows properly……”

Hearing that, Sang Wan Ci chuckled and said something Lu Zhi Wei didn’t expect.

“Zhi Wei, I’m scared of thunder, I want to sleep with you tonight, is that okay?”

Lu Zhi Wei: “?”

Was she scared of thunder?

…

Outside, the wind and rain were relentless.

The two people in the room were lying back to back, silently.

The wind and rain were stuck outside, and it seemed like the world was also separated. They were in their own quiet space, with nobody to intrude.

It was too quiet.

Quiet until Lu Zhi Wei could hear her own rapid heartbeat.

It wasn’t the first time they were sharing a bed, but now was different from then.

The first time they had shared a bed, she had just treated Sang Wan Ci as a pitiful little friend.

Today, she had already sunk into her feelings, how could she be as at ease?

She didn’t even dare to turn around and look at Sang Wan Ci openly.

I wonder if she’s fallen asleep yet……

“Zhi Wei.”

The sudden call gave her an answer.

She replied almost immediately: “What is it?”

“You’re not asleep either.”

“Mm, not asleep……”

the atmosphere grew still again.

At this moment, lightning struck outside the room, a flash of light illuminated the sky as the heavy sound was already the most important person in her heart.

She didn’t know when it started, but Sang Wan Ci was already the most important person in her heart.

She was the first one that Lu Zhi Wei wanted to tell when she was happy or sad, and she was the one Lu Zhi Wei wanted to protect.

Sang Wan Ci seemed to have already blended into her life, unable to be separated.

Sang Wan Ci looked at the hand that was placed on her forearm.

Lu Zhi Wei’s fingers moved gently, lightly patting her arm, as if she was coaxing a child and giving them a sense of security.

It was this action that gave Sang Wan Ci the courage to speak.

“Zhi Wei.”

“Mm?”

“Do you like Ying Xi Ze?”

Lu Zhi Wei was about to “mm” out of habit, but she paused when she heard this question, then said in amusement: “I don’t.”

She explained seriously: “I don’t like him, I just treat him as a didi, and he just treats me as a jiejie.”

She really had an innocent relationship with Ying Xi Ze.

She didn’t want Sang Wan Ci to misunderstand, and she didn’t want others to misunderstand too.

“Then what about me?”

Hearing Sang Wan Ci ask such a question, Lu Zhi Wei didn’t react in time.

“What?”

Sang Wan Ci turned around, looking at Lu Zhi Wei in the dim light: “Zhi Wei, do you also only treat me as a meimei?”

Lu Zhi Wei froze.

Sang Wan Ci: “But I can’t be like him and only treat you as a jiejie.”

Her feelings for Lu Zhi Wei had long since changed.

She could no longer be satisfied with just being friends, she couldn’t stop herself from feeling jealous when she saw Lu Zhi Wei being close with others.

She liked Lu Zhi Wei, this was an objective, undeniable fact.

So she had probed and tried to get closer, one step at a time.

Kiss scene, afraid of lightning, these were all just her little tricks.

She just wanted to know where Lu Zhi Wei’s boundaries were, she wanted to know how far Lu Zhi Wei’s acceptance for her was, and…… whether Lu Zhi Wei could like her or not.

Time trickled by in the still air.

Sang Wan Ci was waiting for Lu Zhi Wei’s answer.

Acceptance, rejection, confusion or something else.

“Not a meimei.”

In the dark night, Lu Zhi Wei’s voice slowly floated over.

“Someone that I like very much.”

“Wan Ci, I like you, a lot.

“I’m really very happy that you can like me……”

Happiness, satisfaction, these words weren’t enough to describe her current mood.

If not for the fact it was raining, she even wanted to open the windows and happily scream.

Oh, no, it was already this late, she couldn’t disturb others. So she would just scream in her heart.

—— Great, she likes me too!!!

Sang Wan Ci paused, happiness showing on her face.

She reached out and hugged Lu Zhi Wei.

“That’s great, Zhi Wei……”

I like you, you like me.

The feelings are mutual and we’re both willing.

This is great……

Lu Zhi Wei was rejoicing wildly, in such a good mood that it felt like the sound of thunder outside was congratulating them.

She hugged Sang Wan Ci, as if she was holding the entire spring.

Even so, she didn’t forget about the fact that her girlfriend was afraid of thunder. She hugged her tightly and coaxed her gently: “Don’t be afraid.”

Sang Wan Ci couldn’t help but chuckle.

“Zhi Wei, I’m not scared of thunder.”

“?”

“I was just looking for an excuse to sleep with you.”

“…… Wow.”

Lu Zhi Wei couldn’t help but exclaim.

Her girlfriend was still very clever.

But if it was Sang Wan Ci, then she quite liked it.

“Seeing that you’re my girlfriend,” Lu Zhi Wei said sweetly, “I’ll forgive you.”

Sang Wan Ci smiled and got up from her embrace, her fingertip brushing against Lu Zhi Wei’s lips.

Even in the dim light, Lu Zhi Wei could somewhat see a gentle, emotional pair of eyes.

This time, they truly belonged to each other.

“Jiejie,” Sang Wan Ci said lightly, “I didn’t kiss you enough last time.”

Lu Zhi Wei was almost dead from this.

What else could she do but succumb to fate?

“Then let’s make up for it right now.”

She wrapped her arms around Sang Wan Ci’s neck and offered up her lips.

To them, tonight was the sweetest night of the entire year.

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Lu Zhi Wei and Sang Wan Ci’s relationship was stable, and soon, it was time to meet the parents.

This year, they had agreed to spend the new year at Lu Zhi Wei’s house.

Since they were going home for the new year, they had to inform their parents first.

Sitting at home, Lu Zhi Wei called her parents.

The call connected quickly, but it was Lu Si Jiao’s voice that came from the other side: “Hello, jie?”

Lu Zhi Wei looked at her phone, which had speakerphone turned on: “Jiao Jiao, tell mom and dad that I’ll be bringing a friend home for the new year.”

Lu Si Jiao: “Oh, okay, then I’ll ask on behalf of mom and dad first, is it a boyfriend?”

“Not a boyfriend,” Lu Zhi Wei said, “a girlfriend.”

After she finished speaking, there was silence on the phone.

Five seconds later ——

“Dad, mom! My sister’s no longer single!!!”

Lu Zhi Wei and Sang Wan Ci looked at each other, smiling as they interlocked their fingers.

This year would also be a blissful year, as would every year after this.