Pain

I finish my painting. It's a cherry blossom blowing in the swirling sky and I smile. Wow. I didn't mean to make this but it happened. I smile and leave it to dry and I put all my suplies away and wash off all th paint on my hands. I eat dinner with my family which was kind of fun. Just my sister Leah who is 20 and goes to college out of state talks about everything she's working on for school. Once I'm done eating I asked to be excused and run into my room. I open up my computer smiling going on Instagram. I also draw a bit planning my next painting. I go back on Instagram to check to see if anyone messaged me. Then I get a Direct Message from Tristan he is my friend from Ohio.

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Him: Hey A.

(We call each other by our first initials)

Me: T

Him: How was your day.

Me: Good I guess. You?

Him: Perfect. I went to the park with my cousins and texted Stephan most of the day.

Me: How are you two? He doesn't answer my texts that much anymore.

Him: Yeah me and him texted all day. He is the cutest guy ever.

Me: And to think I'm the reason you two met.

Him: Yeah thank You!

Me: Anytime.

I smile at this because Tristan and Stephan are only together because of me. I met Tristan on accident. Me and him both ran SVTFOE fan accounts. I stumbled on his account and Idk I texted him saying I respect that you are a guy in this fandom and not afraid to show it. And me and him quickly became friends. He introduced me to his friend Emily who lives in New York. It was the three of us the three muskateers of Instagram. Then Stephan I guess stumbled on my account and decided to text me. I was curious and texted back. Next thing you know We become friends and he joins us so no longer three muskateers but it was the four of us. So I guess you can say we are the fantastic four. One thing from another Tristan and Stephan star dating. And all of this. All because of me. Not to be like one of those girls that totally take credit for everything but it's the truth.

Tristen: A?

Me: Yes?

Him: Is there something going on with you and Stephan.

Me: No why?

Him: Well you two were close and now you aren't a.s.s close Idk what's up with that.

Me: Nothing is I don't think it's just whenever I try to talk to him he says he's busy and then I'm busy too so when he texts me when I'm busy I tell him I'm busy. But at the same time that's barely ever.

Him: Oh...Ok...

Me: Again why? T is something up?

Him: Well no. Kinda? He just seems a bit more distant in our texts. Like he's not fully their.

Me: I'm sure it's fine you idiot. He loves you.

Him: Your right he's probably just stressed and stuff. I get it.

I look around my room smiling. Texting Tristan is the best. Privately and group chat. I know Steph is already asleep and Emily is out on a trip to Hawaii so we barely get time to talk and she's most likely asleep too. But Tristan he's always up. Always ready to text you. Pretty much always free. And he's always there for you. He's a great friend to have. He always jokes about how I should come to Ohio. Which I would love to. He says there are the best Peanut butter shakes there. Which is why I DON'T want to go. But honestly the reason I want to go is him.

Me: Yeah well maybe I can buy a plane ticket to Ohio and we can hang and talk about it.

Him: If only that were to happen. I'm gonna get to bed it's late.

I look at the clock and it's already 11:09. Which means it's 12:09 there.

Me: Yeah goodnight. Ily

Him: Goodnight Ilyt

I smile and chnage quickly and get under my blankets. I turn on some music and look at the clock. 1:11. Time to make a wish. I wish I could help Kiatsu....and everyone else.....I just want to help everyone I love.....then the clock hits 11:12. Goodnight world.