Please let me love you again

Xing xi ya wrapped her trembling cold hands around her arms, she was sweating coldly and shaking nervously, while swallowing constantly. She has no any idea what's going on inside the operating room where she's uneasy yet panicky waiting on the outside. She darted a glance across the door where Li da wei's currently and severely receiving surgery.

She'd removed her hands on her arms and placed it up to her forehead while the other one down to her waist, she tried to exhaled and inhaled continuously, while fidgeting in front of the OR room, exhausted and anxiously waiting for the result of the surgery, her body about to give in for too much shocked, worry and fatigued she got.

Xing xi ya can't hold it any longer she runs her both hands through her hair feeling distress, she was sincerely feeling sorry towards to the man inside the operating room. She's starting to blame and hate herself thinking that all the tragic might not really happened if she behave and used her brain properly.

While regretting everything what mistake she did today, by again and again rubbing her cold hands together neither running her hands through her long brown hair. She didn't realize that the surgery was now finally over, the doctor already went out to tell her the final resulted of the surgery.

Xing xi ya sat down to hospital ground after she got tired fidgeting around, blackly staring on the white floor, she was out of herself for a couple minutes. The old man doctor lowered his head staring at the pity young woman who's like a lost kid sitting down to floor waiting for his parents to pick her up. Than to wait on the proper chair beside her.

The doctor lips slightly smiled, he'd cleared his throat to get Xing xi ya's attention. " Ahem.....Ahem the surgery is now all done Ms.. " The doctor kept his stared as he said it with a slight cheering tone.

Xing xi ya eyes widened opened, she rapidly raised her head, and when she saw the doctor who's in charged to Li da wei's surgery, she quickly jump up without saying any words as she scurried until she straightly yet worriedly stand in front of the doctor while wearing an innocent, pitiful question expression. Her legs felt like it's about to give up waiting for the doctor to said the result.

At the same time, the doctor gave her a positive and comforting smile. " It was successful however i'm afraid that maybe later on we can encounter a serious problem with his health especially in his head, made by the injuries he got from the accident. But for now there's nothing to be worried about, he just needed to taken care and a proper a rest. So that he can soon wake up a few hours later from now"

The doctor pressed his lips together " hmm what I mean is that you're boyfriend.....Ahm. The doctor suddenly stopped explaining something just bothered him. He stared at Xing xi ya's baby face and college uniform. " Dear you not to be rude but are you sure the man inside the OR was your legal husband? How could that even possible both of you looked too young. If you just putting an act lady. I first apologized but you have to call his real guardian, instead faking you're identity "

The doctor seems suspecting what Xing xi ya told them, she lied back before saying that she was Li da wei wife, that they are newlyweds she has no option and other choice the hospital required guardian in order to accept them in, she tried to checked his phone but it had password and including that he has no any information on his pockets, all left at the school. The one and last idea popped out through her mind was the words lie and act.

" Doubtful huh?? Xing xi ya gave him a haft smile " Hmm you're judging based on our college uniform.....do you? doc that's bad, what a shame age and status doesn't matter when it comes to love....I do love my husband more than my life you have no idea how I'm blindly in love with him with such a young of age I've sacrificed everything I could, just to make him happy with my loving self and care. Xing xi ya fakely said she purposely pathetically lowered her head, which make the doctor fall for her tricks. She started to drop a tears and sob as she lift her head and sadly looked at the doctor's eyes " I love him so I don't know what to do if something bad happened to him.....I just can't doc...I cant' " She said tremblingly, she covers face and cried in front of him.

The doctor begin to panicked, he now believed that they are newlyweds couple, husband,fiance or boyfriend as long the girl in front of him stop sobbing out loud in front of him. " Hey alright....alright he's you're husband and he's your wife. The both of you love each other. How beautiful isn't, that's great kids i wish you the best. So i beg of you....pull yourself together. " The doctor said as he hurriedly tried to comfort her to stop crying.

Xing xi ya immediately sniffed and shed her fake tears away, her watery and innocent can be deceiving along with her superb acting skills. Her acting skills quite successfully convinced the doctor. She smirked secretly and continued her act. Just to make sure there's no any doubt left " I.....i just love him too much....doc thank you so much we do owned you. We really are. " She hesitantly said caused off her fake emotional feelings.

The doctor patted her shoulder two times " Kids nowadays so now i'll answer your question before, so after this promise me to take care of yourself as well. You're husband received a head injuries we thought it got damaged but we checked it and can't clearly see it now. I just want to warned you to be alarmed about this matter. But don't be too worry he can go back here after a few months for us to certainly make sure that it's nothing too serious. "

Meantime Xing xi ya was listening carefully, she tilted her head to side, memorizing every words the doctor saying. Furthermore the doctor raised his brows thinking that maybe Xing xi ya's was a little bit had a mental illness or something, he gave him a force smile he's now getting creep out to her odd attitude. " Ms. if you insisted i have to leave you now. i have a lot appointment to attend, don't worry about him any longer, take it easy just first go to room 101, he will be transfer there by this time. " The doctor politely said and advice. Xing xi ya smiled and bowed to him, the doctor smile as well he gave her a hand shake. " By the way congratulations on you're married. " He joyfully said.

Xing xi ya radiantly smiled back, she gladly shook his hand. " Doc that's flattering, we sincerely do appreciated it. thank you again..... I keep this in my mind. And willingly gonna tell it to my loving husband once he wake up " Xing xi ya shown her gratitude without letting go her courteous fake smile. The doctor as well smiled to her, he took a three backward steps and slightly bowed his head showing his well mannered before leaving her all alone.

When the doctor finally left, Xing xi ya's expression rapidly changed into her usual bada*s resting bit*h face, she squeezed her both cheeks using her palms. " Ouch.....how come?? I didn't know smiling like that can be more tiring than studying for a whole night hayyss. "