Please let me love you again

When she's about to say yes indicating to his offer. Something pooped out through her head, she thought that after all she's still a girl and entering a relationship was definitely not easy as she thought as it could be. She pressed her lips together gathering all her thoughts of what could possibly will work as well as won't work.

Thinking sort of like this was making her head dizzy than logical puzzle she's favorite to solve. She furrowed her brows, no matter how she calculated the possibly consequence and the possibly great outcome, something is still missing and keeps bothering her mind to say yes, she's worrying how would it work if they don't possibly love each other, how can they relationship last then they don't know nothing about each other, those words keep repeating through her mind. Xing xi ya might be a lonely girl indeed, and fact that she knew nothing when it comes to building up a relationship, especially the romantic one, however she's still a girl, she still have feelings, and sometimes wanted to do it she just afraid to be used and left out if she fall in love with the wrong person.

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Xing xi ya brushed her palms together, then lift her chin up trying to hide her nervous, she locked her gaze at Li da wei and asked him " Okay then...what if i say no? " Xing xi ya asked him with her assuredly tone, she'd crossed her arms around her chest showing her confidence.

At the same time. Li da wei let out a haft smile, he sighs as he lowered his head, he's now staring at the plain bed blanket, deeply thinking what to say in order to pursued her to become his girlfriend.

After a few seconds of thinking, Li da wei hastily raised his head and continued trying to convince her with his deceiving look. " Then i'll try it later and i'll never stop until you say yes. " He said sweetly while giving her his unbearable smile, he begin to narrowed his eyes, when he saw Xing xi ya's avoided his stare after she had listen throughout his opinion.

Li da wei was getting quite nervous that Xing xi ya was taking a lot of time to decide upon to say yes or not. Eyes with one hand, he's now become serious, as he tried to convince her again, showing his sincerity with his warm voice, while hoping that Xing xi ya can at least feel his warmth and trust him even just a little bit. He tighten his lips and slowly lift his head, his eyes was so alluring like a cute pleading puppy only heartless people can resist that expression. " If you dare to asked me that what if you say yes then this will be my answer for that..."

Nonetheless Xing xi ya was still in dazed, jaw dropped she thought that the guy confessing his feeling right now was all just talking rubbish. Unable to response she let him hold her hand until she finally made up her decision.

Li da wei was beginning to felt anxious, he has no clue what she's been thinking off and basing on Xing xi ya facial expression was making him more nervous than anyone else, moreover he just secretly trying his best not to be noticeable. He removed his other hand on her hips then awkwardly rubbed his neck, he pursed his lips as he purposely cleared his throat to at least grab her attention focus on him. " Xi...." When he's about to call her name in order to kill the awkwardness and uneasiness between to them.

Xing xi ya eyes twinkled, she rapidly pushed away his hand placing hers and quickly interjected him as she immediately shouted the words " Trial relationship! " Xing xi ya shouted while pointing her fingers through the air. " Let settle an agreement, and see if it's work. " She added her tone was utterly doubtless.

Concurrently Li da wei did almost jumped out in shock of her sudden surprising actions, he gasps and quickly pull himself together to asked her. " Trial what? " He asked upsettingly he was a little bit disappointed, nevertheless he has no any other choice, he just lowered his head and simply listened to her.

Meanwhile Xing xi ya lift her brows. " Don't you know nothing about trial relationship? " She asked mockingly. Li da wei smirked out of sudden, he raised his head and then straightly stare at her. " Of course i do, however do you know that's it needed rules and period date. " He replied, his voice was so low, feeling already sorrowful thinking that he got rejected, he rubbed his forehead using his cold palms trying to consider her idea. " How long?..... fine i now agree to your idea. So what kind of rules do you have? " He asked uncomfortably.

Xing xi ya eyes dialed. She can felt that he's worrying about the period of time and the rules he will have to obey for the whole date Xing xi ya will be given to him. She squeeze her eyelids together. " Hmm about the period of time. I'll only given this trial a 180 days which are equalvalent to six months. We are only testing this and if this won't work after the deadline you and i are just stranger, no happened between us. You don't know me and i don't know you Do you understand? " Li da wei simply nodded although he thinks Xing was being too harsh, he still gladly took it as a great opportunity to get to known her better.

" And about to rules there will be 12 rules that will be divided into haft, the 6 will be up to me and the other haft was yours. Meaning in that remaining 6 you are allowed to set whatever you wanted me to do in a whole trial period. It's up to you. but for now I'll tell you my rules first and you must follow them starting from today. "

First: " No too much affection mostly at public, only basic physical touch are allowed, no more than that."

Second: " This settlement shall not disturb me, mostly when i'm working neither studying. "

Third: " No denial. You can't say what should i do or whom i go with. "

Fourth: " I want you to keep this to your mind. The word trial, you can't possibly control or command me. You don't have the authority, cu'z were no string attach. "

Fifth: We are only going on date every once in a week. Or worst once in a blue moon. And the foods and allowance should be provided by you. "

Sixth: " You shall never broke one of the rules. Once you broke it, the trial will be over."

Xing xi ya lift her chin up after declaring all the rules she'd made, she crossed her arms around her chest, feeling proud of what she said.

Meanwhile Li da wei just smirked mockingly as a response, he'd thinks Xing xi ya rules was kinda pointless, he smile and licked his lower lip then bit it, feeling relief that's her rules was nothing that too serious to follow. He confidently raised his head and stead his gaze at her. " That's it. Just that? " He asked in a taunting way, he was pretty assertive like the rules didn't scared him at all. Xing xi ya forehead creased, she pouted her lips. As she replied to him sarcastically " Yes it is. Now declare yours. " She'd definitely sensed that the man was provoking her basing on his reaction and toned, she'd secretly clenched her fists under the blanket and forcefully put a smile on her face. Li da wei was awakening her competitive side.