Please let me love you again

Xing xi ya whole face begin to become white, she can felt Li da wei secretly enduring the pain behind her back. it was unmistakably and clearly sure he's still suffering from the injuries he got from the accident and surgeries he received.

Xing xi ya tried to move but she felt that the man won't let her do it, she tried to let go his grip several times, however he's furthermore clasping her wrist down to his. Xing xi ya bit her lips then rolled her eyes in irritation, with a sighs, she assuredly glare at the man's pale face. And when she saw him crying in pain while hiding it away from her. Xing xi ya's expression suddenly turned soft.

Her mouth snapped shut, eyes on the hospital bed side table. she decided to step aside her bad attitude, and rest her head down to his chest, she let the man cuddle her for a several minutes.

They stayed like that for about five minutes, Xing xi ya don't know why deep inside she felt so comfortable with the short period of time given to them. Li da wei was giving her a sign of safeness and trustful vibes unlike the other fake people she ever met, she don't believe in love, and don't easily trust people, afraid to be used and later left out all alone.

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Xing xi ya listened to the heartbeat sound coming from Li da wei's chest, it was satisfying to hear it slowly getting normal and peacefully beating. Xing xi ya lips slightly smile. she was relief to at least help him relaxed from all the burden she gave him to him, she thought she has responsibility to take care of him until he's fully recovered from the wounds, cuts and plenty of injuries he received from the accident.

Meanwhile Xing xi ya just gave him dirty look, she thinks Li da wei was actually becoming odd or something, she can't believe how fool he is to still pull an act when he's face can't lie he's real condition, she lift her brows thinking how Li da wei becoming more weirder and weirder " Are you gonna let me go or not? " Xing xi ya asked, her tone has slightly shown her annoyance towards to the man in front of her.

Li da wei took a deep breath, he intensely stare right through her eyes. " Should i be the one who got angry here. Seems like your forgetting something. Aren't you? " He asked coldly, his voice was a little bit raspy obvious that he's in pain. Xing xi ya withdraw her stare, she rapidly look away, she's now gazing at the flower vase at the table. She opened her mouth and started to explain herself up without paying attention to him neither staring through his eyes. " Uhh I....i didn't mean all of that, if you only knew how that accident scared out of me. Believe me i...i was really really sorry.....I really do.... i am. " She once again hesitantly said, fear and guiltiness was overcoming her.

Li da wei narrowed his eyes, he glued his gaze at Xing xi ya, his smiling through his alluring eyes. Then put his both hands down to her hips, he raised his brows and started to ordered something to Xing xi ya. " Look at me. " He asked his tone was so low and tired making it sound like hot and sexy.

Xing xi ya become stunned that voice a little bit too much to casual talk. She gave him a nervous smile and tried to stare at his eyes but failed.

The man sat up slowly while Xing xi ya was sitting on his lap, he grabbed her both hands and personally put it up to his shoulders. Meanwhile Xing xi ya eyes widen she immediately followed where the man will place her hands, when he wrapped it up to his shoulders she raised her head and finally stare at him.

Now that both of them are staring at each other. Li da wei facial expression become smooth and slight nervous. he first studied her whole face then finally spoke up. " Then be my girlfriend accept I'll accept it as a apology. " He softly asked to Xing xi ya.

Just then the whole room become silent. Furthermore Xing xi ya's first words comes to her mind was. " What the fu*k " Her jaw went dropped. face went blank it seems like her world suddenly stopped moving.

At the same time. Li da wei knew Xing xi ya don't have the same interest. And maybe straightaway reject him. That's why he's doing it now since it become the perfect timing. What he don't expect that it's gonna be earlier that he could imagine.

He smiled innocently then sadly lowered his head. " Silent means your not sure right? So i guess it was no then. " Li da wei sadly said. Making Xing xi ya uncomfortable.

Her brows snapped together. " Who says? Silent can also be means yes.....It just depends on the person your asking. " She rolled her eyes and once again accidentally said. Terror overtook her face, the moment she heard herself saying those clumsy words she just easily split out without doubling her thoughts.

" I screwed up again. Grrr why does i can't even lie, what's wrong with me that i couldn't keep this trouble maker mouth of mine shut when it mostly needed? " Xing xi ya sarcastically said referring through herself. If she can only at least pinch,punch,slap herself she would certainly do it however Li da wei was in front of her.

She took a deep breath and closed her eyes, trying to think what would be her answer. It was only between yes or no but she can't choose properly, she felt like her mind was about to explode she just choose the word yes anyway without doubling her thoughts, And hesitantly gonna said to it to Li dad wei.