Please let me love you again

" Yeah. That's it " Said Li da wei. " But raise it further so the butterflies will be attracted. "

She smiles to the fullest when she saw the blue butterfly landed to her palm.

" How do you know? " Xing xi ya curiously asked, without looking at him still paying her attention on the butterfly.

Li da wei pouted his lips, waggling his eyebrows as he gave her his haft shrug.

" You don't know? " Xing xi ya asked, slightly annoyed by him playing innocent.

Li da wei teeth bared in full smile. " No I'm just joking. " He let go his hands and took a steps backwards, but eyes still focus at her. " I'm the actually who made all of this. " He looked around, all mesmerizing the beauty of the sight. Lips smiled as if slowly faded away, replacing a sorrowful expression.

Xing xi ya's eyes widened when she saw him sad, she quickly let the butterfly fly away, putting her her arm down as she hastily tried to sat down beside him, wearing her worry look.

Li da wei force his smile seeing her worrying makes him even sadder. " Don;t mind me, It...it just i've remembered something. " Said Li da wei, scooting over to make space for Xing xi ya.

" Then whom do you remember? " Xing xi ya asked.

" My mom...that died when i was a kid" Said Li da wei fixing his gaze at her. " Me and my mom was the actually who strive to make this place, since i was a child my life was peaceful and full of love, i love nature. And I actually have a dream but none of them has achieve. " He look away hiding his devastated look. " And I know it will stay as a dream. A dream that I'll never able to achieve. "

"But why" She asked.

" Because it's what destined for me. " Said Li da wei his tone was so groomed. " I was born not to have any dreams because the moment i had my own breath, my father already set the fancy life he think will be better from me. " He laugh ruthlessly. " But he's wrong. " He looked down. " Totally wrong.

" Then go for it! Don't mind your father geez! " Said Xing xi. Her voice that goes up made Li da wei eyes open in antonishment. " You know what.....My childhood is also peaceful and full of love, but someone destroyed is and took away from me. " She smiles and stare right through his eyes. " It took a short time to lost everything you had, and entire life to be able to fixed it right. "

" Who are you then when you were a child? He asked softly.

Xing xi ya lowered her head, pressing her lips together. "Different....Really different from what I am now. That's what they said " Said Xing xi ya, squeezing her hands. " I also lost my mom. But the hardest thing was that i don't know anything. I don't know her and how she look, how she took care of me and hug me in her arms. All of that was also stolen from me. "

" 15 years ago me my mom and my dad plan to go on a vacation, It's was rainy and dark, which they said lead the car we're riding crash into accident. My mom died and me and my dad only survived " Said Xing xi ya calmly telling her story. " However i don't believe in all of that. I don't know where to believe and when to believe. All i want before was to regain my memories back, so that at least i can keep my mom in my heart, even she's gone. "

" You'd lost your memory? How do you know about the accident then? " Li da wei asked extremely puzzled. All Xing xi ya telling him was not exactly what he read in her information, he knew she lost her mother but there's no any written what she lost her memory from accident.

" From the exact day i lost my mother, after i woke up in hospital, full of wounds and blood, My dad only told me all of that. " Said Xing xi ya. " Well up until now it's all pointless, i'm no longer interested any of those crap, i've leaned it a hard way not to bring past in my present. If my mom died and the sweet memories being with her was stolen away from me, while my dad choose to be selfish and left me alone to my witch family, I shall not hate anyone from that right?

" It's up to you. " Said Li da wei.

" You think it depends? " She asked.

Li da wei hesitantly nodded his head.

She smiles and look away.

" You know what can i say something crazier than magic? Are you willing to listen to me? "

" Anything as long as it's you. " Said Li da wei.

" There's something me and my dad are only aware of. No one else but only the both of us. " Said Xing xi ya, her face become serious. " But promise me you keep this also a secret and i hope your attitude after this will be the same after i told you this. "

Li da wei roll his eyes mockingly, while smiling beamingly" I told you i can be anything for you. " He said sweetly. " Just speak out, I'm here to listen. "

" Uh..um I was used by my family they don't took me as granted but only a servant and a pet. " Said Xing xi ya. " However first i hate this truth moreover as the time goes by, i slowly felt nothing to the fact that me and Sheng shi.... that everyone knew my evil step sister, was not actually my step sister."

" What? " Li da wei asked not raising his voice neither showing his shock, but he's actually baffled by her sudden confession.