Please let me love you again

" Nothing will change. " Said Li da wei, taking a deep breath as he put his hands down to his knees, lovingly staring through Xing xi ya's gorgeous brown eyes as if she be gone once he let go his gaze. " No matter what happen. "

Those words and voice coming from him just undeniably fluttered Xing xi ya's heart, which made her smile without even noticing she's already doing it.

A few hours ago.

Li da wei was doing his necktie when one of the maid comes. " Master Da wei. " The maid said, lowering her head.

" What? " He asked coldly, not paying attention neither turning his head.

" Miss Xing was already done changing. " Said the maid.

Li da wei eyes slightly widened upon hearing her name, he turned his head at the maid, eyes now full of interest as he asked her in exciting tone. " Really? "

The maid nodded. " She's already waiting outside. "

Before the maid could at least bowed, Li da wei already and abruptly started running outside his room.

When he finally saw her a relief and excitement come across through his face not expecting that Xing xi ya could be extra gorgeous on that gown.

He always sees her as beautiful without even putting effort to put makeup and wore girly outfits like dresses and expensive outfits to brag about.

The girl in front of him was talking to someone that's why Li da wei could only see his bare back that shown her a little skin. " Isn't cold? " He asked in monotone.

Xing xi ya slightly bowed her head at the stylish she's talking to, her lips curved into haft smile as she slowly took the turn holding her gown side to side, so that she could turned around to see him.

His eyes dialed, body unable to move even fingers, while jaw dropped by Xing xi ya looking like a real princess on that gown.

" Master Da wei the party are now starting, Madam Li needed you to come right away. " Said Butler Huang. " Also she had inform me to say to you that she also wanted Miss Xing to come up in stage and introduce her to everyone. " Butler Huang took a quick glimpse at Xing xi ya bowing his head as he said his last sentence. " As your fiance Master Da wei. "

" Wh....what! " Xing xi ya can't herself but to shouted.

" Yes she's right..... what that does mean? " Li da wei frown, asking his butler with his cold like an ice tone.

" I apologize Master Da wei but that's what she commended me to do. " Said Butler huang doing his best to explain.

A old woman voice suddenly can be heard behind them, Li da wei face become more darkened as he turned around.

Meanwhile Xing xi ya pouted her lips, she move closer to Li da wei, standing behind him, as he hold his arms, hiding at his grandmother sight.

" No! " Said Li da wei, even further raised his voice at his grandmother. " I can't believe you, this is my personal life. I would not accept your order over to Xing xi ya! " He sarcastically denied clenching his fists. " What made you think that you can also treat me like father do? " He asked, now showing his madness that Xing xi ya never had a chance to see.

" Well my grandson this idea didn't came from your father or from anyone else, you know he's not here and Shang mian just left a few hours ago, because she's not comfortable to see Xing xi ya here. Said His grandmother. " This plan is all my idea, you could blame me but first think why i'm doing this? Why i'm really doing this? "

" I don't understand! " He shouted. " What I only know that my own family don't see me as family but only a future heir that should be perfect for becoming CEO! "

" Da wei. " Xing xi ya seized his arms stopping him arguing with his grandmother.

" Remember what happened to Ming hui. " Said his grandmother. " You think your father will let you have relationship by your own choice? I'm not controlling you here, I'm helping you. " She look up at Xing xi ya and say. " The both of you. "

Shortly after Li da wei lowered his head, he was silent for a moment, as he finally knew his grandmother's reason.

Only Xing xi ya could not still understand anything.

" Could you leave us alone grandma. I want to talk to Xing xi ya " Said Li da wei telling everyone to gave them time.

His grandmother instantly turned her back however she was called out before leaving the room.

" Grandma. " Li da wei said in calm tone. Hoping that his grandmother would stop for a moment.

" I'm sorry.... And thank you. " He said after seeing his grandmother paused herself to walk out of the room.

Now all alone with Xing xi ya the room become really silent and cold.

" Can you do that....." He said hesitantly. " For me? "

" Are you insane! " Said xing xi ya. " We are in trial, It's clearly well said..." She paused putting her both hands down to her hips. " That after 6 months.... that's when we will decide if we really do like each other. " She glare, snapping her brows together. " And now you wanted me to become your fiance for the reason i didn't even know. "

" If i tell you the reason... " Said Li da wei reaching for her hand as he bent his knees and kneel down to Xing xi ya. " Will you.....Marry me? "

" Ugh My gosh! " Xing xi ya look away, she bit her lower her lips looking angry than ever. " Why are you doing this to me! You keep pressuring me! " She yelled. " Have you don't have respect on any other woman? " She asked frustratingly.

" I'm just scared " Said Li da wei. " Scared to also lost you. " He said as he stood up and pull Xing xi ya into his arms, embracing her like there's no tomorrow coming. " I was controlled and force to become perfect, which lead me to lost everything I have, My mom, my cousin, Ming hui, and even my family. "

Xing xi ya was wearing off shoulder gown, she could feel Li da wei was crying as he even further buried his head to her neck.

Her hands can't help itself not to comfort him.

" What the heck happen to you, why are you crying. This is not you. " Said Xing xi ya patting his back.

" I think I'm really in love with you. " Li da wei grumbles under his breath. He tighten his grip to her waist. " That I'am now afraid to lost you. "

After that.

It took a long conversation for Xing xi ya to agree to marry him, she was clueless when to marry him or it will really happen in future, however what she only knew that time, that was when that man hugged her as if he really love her was being sincere about his feelings.

3 YEARS LATER.

(Before the present time)

After the trial end, they become official not just for they own relationship but also in public eyes.

Xing xi ya tried to gave him her sweetest smile ever she could gave and fortunutely used to do it, mostly when everytime she heard him calling her name like a proud boyfriend whenever they are.

Both of them didn't broke any rules in the contract and Li da wei who thought 6 months are too long, turns out it's just short like a seconds. Spending time together help them get to know each other's personality and many more.

Furthermore Li da wei stopped attending school at that time, because Xing xi ya won't no longer let him be. He's just simply allowed to take her out and sometimes teach her the lesson she's confused about. So when after the trial ends that's when Xing xi ya graduated into summa cum laude. Same time when Li da wei grandmother force her become his personal secretary. But it took her a months almost a year to prepare becoming professional, elegant and qualified for that position.

IN THAT 3 YEARS

Xing xi ya and her step mother had a huge argument which made her mother kick her out of the house of her father own property.

That time she has no any other choice but to ask for Li da wei's help, Uncomfortable indeed but she live with him on the same root, with different room.

For Zhang Wang

He first struggle accepting the truth that Xing xi ya will never be his, he was in love with her since he was 12 but he love her enough to let her go and accept that she now happy to Li da wei's side.

Moreover for Li Shang Mian

She do of course tried to make Xing xi ya life miserable for hating her for being related to Sheng shi the person who betrayed her and stole her boyfriend and misjudging her as a evil b*tch like sheng shi. However as time goes by Li Shang Mian could slowly see how her brother change into a great and more loving person in Xing xi ya's help.

The happiness that she witnessed written to her only one brother made her heart open to accept the fact that his brother and Xing xi ya are really fit for each other. That they were truly in love the further time goes by.

I was unbelievable that she used to hate and felt disgusted being closer to Xing xi ya, but she now treat her as more than Sister in-law but her bestfriend for her entire life including Ying yue.

Meanwhile.

For Xing xi ya.

Every single day feeling embarrassed knowing that everyone had eyes on them, judging and hating her for becoming the fiance of currently CEO of Li's biggest empire company. Made her uncomfortable as always but Li da wei and her precious friendship are more stronger than anything else.

It had so many obstacles that Xing xi ya sometimes cried about.

But giving up never crossed through her mind, she's still holding up the promise they been protecting inside they heart since she made promise on the day he ask her to marry him.

The thing she address as stupid, weird, odd and strange now can confidently say that it is love.