The Alpha King's Mate

Camryn's POV

I stared blankly at the chair where he was seated.

I don't know what to think right now. My mind is swirling with so many questions.

Where am I? What happen to me? Why am I here? Who are those people?

And who is he?

"I told you! He's our MATE!" My wolf said annoyingly.

But how? How did he find us? Wait a minute! Why am I able to talk to you this clearly?

"Aren't you happy I'm back?"

Ofcourse! I'm very happy that I could connect and feel you again! That were bond is perfectly back together! But what happen? How did you..?

Abruptly, my hands flew to my neck where the mark should be. But I felt nothing..

Again, questions after questions filled my head. I closed my eyes hard to think. Thinking hard and digging deep to my memories.

My only memory that I remembered as to where I was is back on our old house and I was with uncle Ace. And Malka was also there. That he had attacked uncle Ace and out of nowhere many wolves came suddenly and there's this black wolf that had also attacked Malka and killed him.

Killed him?

That means Malka is dead. He's now dead? Is that why he's mark on me was also gone and the bond to my wolf was now back normally?

That should be it! But the question now is who is that black wolf that had killed him? And why?

And after that, I remembered uncle Ace had dragged me out of there and he drag me at the back of the house. I was screaming and pleading to him.

But then that was all I remembered. I don't know what happen after that. I search deep down my memories of what could possibly happen, rummaging inside my brain but I can't remember what exactly happen after that. I don't remember anything.

I can't remember what happen next.

And now I was here. In this room.

I scan my eyes around the room. The walls are all painted in white. On my left was a small couch and beside me is a small table with a vase full of flowers. I tear my eyes away from the flowers and look at the open window at my right. A soft gush of wind was rushing inside and saw that it's already getting dark outside.

And I sigh. When will these questions get an answer?

"It's a long story" suddenly said my wolf sleepyly.

My eyes widen at what she said.

So you do know what happen? And you haven't said anything from me? I'm already getting crazy here thinking what happen to me when infact you know what had happen to us?

"I just know half of it" then she let out a yawned "I'll tell it to you some other time. For now, let me take a rest. Don't think too much and the only important now is we're now safe. So, rest you crazy mind Camryn" then she went back inside her haven and curled into a ball and sleep.

Hey! Don't go yet! I have so many--!

But she was already asleep. I sighed again. I really want to know what happen but I guess I have to wait.

My stomach suddenly rumbled pulling me out of my thoughts to my unanswered questions. It rumbled again and this time it rumbled louder. I was shock as to how hungry I was and my eyes flew around the room that someone might had heard my not so hungry stomach! And was relief that I was alone in the room and no one had heard me. This is so embarassing if someone would have been here with me!

But then I remembered the blue eyed man was here earlier, I mean my Mate! And had gone to get me some food!

Shocks!

Really? Now I call him my Mate?

I covered my face with my hands when I remembered what happened earlier when he was here with me.

That's so embarassing Camryn!

How could I even did that!? Crying like a baby infront of him! Getting him heard of my noisy stomach! And worst I had slapped him on the face!

Seriously, Camryn? What happen to you? Have you already lost your mind?

My other self screams at me!

What have I done? I'm so mess right now! What would he think of me now?

He might not want me. And he might not want me anymore as his Mate if he would know about what had happen to me..

He might not accept me and reject me as his mate..

A tear suddenly rolled down my cheeks. Remembering all what I have been through. All the abusive things had done to me.

I had been wasted. Been used many times..

How would he possibly accept a Mate that had been abused, had been hurt over and over again..

He can't... I can't be his mate.. He don't deserve a Mate like me.. I don't deserve to be his mate..

The throbbing ache on my head is getting worse from all these painful thoughts that was wrapping my brain.

But when I think what he did to me earlier. Kissing my hand. Laid a kiss on my forehead. Comforted me when I had cried. All he had shown making my feelings confused.

It was a great feeling when he did those things to me. I feel safe indeed while I was wrapped up in his arms. When I felt the warmth of his c.h.e.s.t, sending chills to my bones. Made my heart bounce with joy.

But that's all a mistake. I shouldn't have let him touch me like that. I shouldn't be talking to him or getting him close to me for I knew, if he would know about my past he would surely never want me anymore..

The door suddenly flew open and abruptly I wiped the tears from my face. He came back with a food of tray. The delicious smell hit my nose and my tummy growled again. He's eyes found mine and once again I was lost in those damn eyes! Forgetting all what I had in mind about him rejecting me. When infact everytime his eyes found mine, all my body felt suddenly alive and it just feels right.

He feels so right. And that's because he's my mate.

I force myself to tear my eyes away from him, shrugging the wonderful feeling I felt towards him.

"Mate!" My wolf suddenly woke up "He's here! He's back!"  She giddily said.

He set the food of tray on the table and turn to me with a worried look on his face.

"What's wrong? Are you alright?" He gently asked.

"Huh?" I furrowed my eyebrows at him.

Why did he ask me like that?

Shit!

He might have sensed me. I almost forgot! I have to keep my feelings in check and are intact safely inside me somewhere deep down where he couldn't sensed it.

I composed myself and abruptly respond to him.

"Ahm.. It's just that I had a headache, I think?" I lied but my head was really starting to get a headache. "And I just wanted to sleep, if you don't mind" I lied again. I just want him out of the room. Away from me.

"You should eat first before taking a rest. I want you to eat all what I had brought here"  then he picked up the tray and went in to sit down on my bed beside me while the tray of food was on his l.a.p.

The rush of heat slowly spark within me. He was so closed to me. His scent swirling around me. Dawning on me, pulling me.

I can't think right when he's this closed! All my doubts about me being his Mate slowly melting away.

"What do you want to eat first?" His husky voice filled my ears and I was lost again.

"You! I want to eat you!" My wolf said wantonly.

Thank the heavens he couldn't hear you! You flirty wolf!

I said to her with a huffed. I was so annoyed at her. I had never been annoyed like this of her!

Can you please stop this wolf? Your making me nervous!

"What did you say?"

I gasp at his question. He look at me and tilt his head waiting for my response.

Did he heard my wolf? How could he hear her?

I nervously look back at him.

And when our eyes met, his wolf emerged forward and so did my wolf. They were peeking at each other. Giddily staring at each other, wanting to get out.

And then slowly his face was getting closer and closer. My heart drum in my ears, every nerves on my body was pulsing way too fast.

What is happening?

And when our face was just inches apart, he's wolf let out a low growl and my wolf purred in response.

What are you doing wolf? Stop this!

She didn't mind to listen to me she just kept her gaze towards him. My heart beats faster this time. He's face was so closed to me, I can feel his hot breath against my skin. Making me want to touch his lips.

I swallowed hard at the thoughts invading my messy brain.

Still my wolf won't listen to my pleads. Until both of our wolves said one word at each other..

"MATE!"

My eyes widen at their words. Shock course through out my whole body but I didn't saw him surprised at his wolfs doings.

I think he was enjoying this!

And I don't!! I can't!

Please, wolf stop this! You do know what had happened to us! Please, let him go! He doesn't deserve me! He don't deserve us!

But still she was so hard headed. Lost in his Mate.

"Trust me Camryn, he wants us! He would always want us!"

As soon as she said those words to me, she surged forward forcing me to get more closer to our mate.

And then an intense feeling crawled suddenly inside me as his lips brush gently to mine. I didn't have time to react when our lips found each other.

My eyes widen at what was happening!

His hands gently touched my face, caging me in as he kiss me deeper. I was slowly melting inside and out. Melting to his touch.

This can't be happening! Do something!

My mind was screaming to get away from him but my heart and my body was contrary from what my mind wants me to do!

My heart thump louder inside my c.h.e.s.t, my body felt alive! Tingles crawl up to my skin.

My wolf is jumping up and down with so much joy.

The warmth strange feeling was spreading through my body as he continue to kiss me. But I don't know how will I react to his kiss, how will I move my lips?

I don't even know how to kiss!

I saw that he's eyes were shut closed. And here I was so nervous and stiff while he was kissing me tenderly!

I wanted to pull away but I can't for he was holding me. I wanted the kiss to end but the other side of me wanted more.

He let out a low m.o.a.n and he's kiss goes deeper trying to open my mouth. He was heated and was so in to our kiss but I can't think straight, I don't know what do. I don't know how to respond to this kiss.

Heat slowly blooming inside my heart goìng down through my core. And I need this to end now! Before anything might happen!

He might have sensed that I am not responding to his kiss and I felt stiff under his hold. Slowly his eyes open and saw my widen eyes. Instantly he pulled away and let go of my face.

Abruptly, I look down not wanting him to see how red was my face is. But then his hands touch my chin making me look up to him. I bite my lip and slightly shook my head at him. I hope that he understands what I'm trying to say. But then he just gently smiled at me and slowly c.a.r.e.s.sed my cheek. Sparks spread again inside me under his touch. But I force myself to pull away to these different sensations, not wanting to be drown to him. So I pulled away from his touch and sigh deeply before speaking to him.

"We can't... You don't know me and you don't want to know it.. Please, just reject me.."  I grip my hands at the blanket on my body.

I need to do this, for his sake.. I don't want to be a burden to him.

My wolf growled at me.

It's for his own good wolf. He deserve someone better than us..

My tears stream down and I tried to stop myself from crying. Not wanting to cry again infront of him.

But again he hold my face up to look at him and saw something in his eyes. The way he look at me.

Not pity.

Not regret.

But something I can't explain.

And then his words enveloped my heart.

"I don't need to know who you are. It doesn't matter to me about what your past is." His eyes never falters to look at me while his hands hold my face making him sure that I was looking back at him "It's enough for me to know that you are my Mate.."