The Greatest Showman

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Ryan Stone closed his eyes carefully, and the surging warmth in his eyes made his eyelids tremble slightly. He had no eyes at all, but still revealed a trace of throbbing deep in his heart; The movement just stopped in place, swaying unconsciously, capturing the sound fragments from the radio little by little.

The smile on the corner of the mouth is so happy and so bright, but the heartbreaking pain and despair are gently surging between the eyebrows, like the gentle waves of the azure coast washing the white sand, it is breathtakingly beautiful, but in an instant After Fanghua, the emotions of sadness and loss continued in a continuous manner, dragging on for a long, long time.

Ryan loosened the strength on his hands, shoulders, waist and thighs little by little. Under the weightless environment, he swayed gently like water plants, and his face with his eyes closed showed a trace of peace and harmony. , like a baby lying in the cradle gradually falling asleep, the light sadness and light pain gradually disappeared.

Like ripples, it seems to have disappeared, but the aftertaste is spreading.

When he opened his eyes again, his expression was completely calm, and even the smile at the corner of his mouth was calming down, as if it had completely calmed down, "An Ninggang, can you make your dog bark a few more times?" Ryan said softly. Said, as if he was enjoying a lullaby, worried that An Ninggang didn't understand what he meant, he continued to explain, "Dog, dog barking, barking, dog."

Then, he heard An Ninggang learn the wolf howl by himself, and cheered happily and joyfully.

Suddenly, smiles and sadness swarmed up at the same time, the corners of his mouth rose again, his eyes were closed again, he gritted his teeth tightly, and sealed all the complicated emotions in his chest. After explaining the situation at this moment, he explained it in a thousand words.

"Wang Wang."

"Ow."

Ryan learned to bark, while An Ninggang learned to bark.

The different cultures and different languages ​​of the two countries are reflected in the onomatopoeia of the animal shouting, the perfect combination of the absurdity and crisis of the moment, and finally all the weight falls on Ryan that is about to fall apart but refuses to completely collapse On the strong shoulders, it makes people feel unbearable and unbearable.

Ryan also realized this, so he followed An Ning and started to imitate the wolf howl, the dog barked and the wolf howl for a while, completely confused, but the two people sang and communicated, and they really started to each other. Shouting, like naughty children scrambling to laugh and play.

"Ow! Ow!"

Ryan released all his emotions to his heart's content, dropped his restraint, his restraint, his mask, regained his childishness, and howled wildly, as if he had completely released all the negative emotions in his chest. At this moment, he once again tasted unwillingness and anger.

However, the more anger, the more powerless, the more unwilling, the more desperate, and finally turned into a deep sadness, and smashed it on the bridge of the nose fiercely and fiercely. He closed his eyes tightly, but a touch of wetness still blurred the eyes, and the corners of the tightly closed eyelids flickered with crystal tears.

He gritted his teeth like this, his voice slammed into his chest dully, choking and crying were suppressed deep in his throat, not a single sound leaked out, but the Adam's apple that was sliding up and down and the completely tight jaw couldn't be at all. Covering up, revealing the fissures and tsunamis deep in the soul.

"Ow...Ow..."

He tried to make a little sound again, pretending he didn't care, but failed, leaving only a vague mass of syllables rolling in and out of his throat, unable to vent or vent, his hands clenched into fists like this, He clenched tightly, all the muscles in his body tense to the extreme.

If he could, he just wanted to punch hard and smash anything and smash into pieces right now; but, he couldn't.

Forbearance to the extreme, his emotions finally burst, "Ow... no, no, no... no..." Ryan shook his head gently and gently, murmured meaninglessly, took a deep breath, took a deep breath again, as if In an instant, the control power came back again, and the emotions were combed again, and then he let out a light laugh, showing a relieved smile, and said calmly, "I'm going to die, An Ninggang."

That calm, reflecting the daze and sadness in the bottom of his eyes, became more and more intense. There were no hazy tears or broken emotions, but the bitterness in his heart was vividly outlined.

He shrugged lightly, but in the heavy spacesuit, it was invisible, only the slight changes in his body could be seen faintly, "I know that everyone must die, everyone knows, but... I'm going to die today." The words stopped abruptly, with no ending or breath, and after they finished speaking, they just stayed where they were, their eyes were a little dazed, as if they were understanding the true meaning of "death". .

This brief silence has interpreted a simple sentence with too many meanings. The aftertaste is far-reaching, and it seems that everyone can have a completely different understanding. Such is life, and so is death.

"It's funny." Ryan chuckled again, pouting his lips in a self-deprecating manner, "You know, when you know..." His eyes were fascinated again, and it seemed that the speed of the brain's operation had begun to slow down. But even so, the words that did not make up clearly passed the meaning.

Knowing that death will come after all, this is one thing; knowing the exact time of death, this is another matter; knowing the date of death is today

God, this is another thing.

The blankness and blankness of the large blockbusters are just bitter.

Then the focus of his eyes refocused, and he came back to his senses again, "The problem is, I'm very, very, very afraid." The voice gradually weakened, almost turning into a murmur, his strength, his calm, His professionalism and his reason, all of them collapsed at this moment, unbuttoned the mask and skin, and the most authentic himself showed it.

A "very, very scared", the low voice began to tremble slightly, fragile and panic.

"No one will mourn me, and no one will pray for me." Ryan said quietly, An Ninggang hummed a lullaby in his ears, and seemed to be caring for the baby to fall asleep, peaceful and gentle.

The sadness in the bottom of my eyes condensed little by little, turning into a crystal clear teardrop, hanging on the eyelashes, more and more and heavier, and finally the eyelashes were not able to bear the weight, so Falling in this way, one, one after another, clearly and clear.

However, his expression didn't change much, he just stared straight ahead calmly, revealing a deep sense of loss and powerlessness, in stark contrast to the condensation of tears, as if... the soul has died, but the body is still alive The response was average, the empty shell of the walking body burst into the extreme.

From a medical point of view, after the human body declares physical death, the physiological/physiological response will not stop immediately. The most intuitive example is that nails and hair will continue to grow, as if the soul has dissipated, but the body still exists.

Ryan is like that now. That kind of sadness, multiplied and turbulent, completely broke the strong shell and exposed the softest part of the heart.

After a slight pause, his eyes moved slightly upwards, as if he was watching the radio, and then he could travel through time and space, communicate face-to-face with An Ninggang, and ask attentively and earnestly, "Will you mourn for me? Will you pray for me? Or is it too late? It's like I've lost my family...I've lost them."

A simple "lost", without any weighty words, revealed a strong sigh and sadness in the calm tone, no redundant explanation, no need for redundant explanation, the whole story is already Become whole and show all the regrets and regrets deep inside.

"I want to pray for myself, but I've never prayed, because..." Ryan's words paused for a moment again, and a shallow smile slipped through his eyes, which seemed to awaken the memory, "because no one has ever taught me. ." The loneliness and loneliness hidden behind the words just seeped out little by little. "Never."

"Meddie?" An Ninggang's call came faintly and indistinctly, and then there was the sound of a baby crying. An Ninggang immediately began to sing a lullaby to comfort the baby who woke up from sleep .

Ryan's expression suddenly froze. Almost in an instant, the shock and astonishment in his eyes slowly overflowed, and then turned into hopeless sadness. He clenched his teeth like this, tears flowing. The big ones slid down without warning, and they were helpless, almost crying to the point of being unable to control themselves, completely losing control.

There was no sound, just seeing the tears falling one by one, the slightly trembling corner of the mouth completely broke out the suppressed emotions. He tried to open his mouth to make a little noise, but his lips only had time to wriggle, and then they pursed tightly again, swallowing all the choking and crying firmly.

Even if the mouth is full of bitterness, even if the mouth is full of blood, even if the mouth is full of sourness.

Babies, newborn babies, the most primitive and most beautiful form of life, vigorous and vivid, thriving, with a powerful force that breaks all barriers, making people yearn, but also terrifying.

In his mind, the appearance of his younger brother's birth appeared in his mind. He thought of his younger brother, his new-born child, and his family whose faces were gradually blurred.

He tried to stay away from those fetters and yearned for a higher level of life and hope, but he didn't know that his pursuit was always by his side, and the most mysterious and greatest secret of the universe was by his side. In the end, he walked step by step towards death, and the original The vigorous vitality is gradually fading away.

The world he believed in, the world he fought for, and the world he possessed completely collapsed at this moment, as if he could clearly see the process of the destruction of the entire universe. Like a big bang.

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