The Greatest Showman

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Standing still, before he realized it, before he could make a rational judgment, Alfonso Cuaron was already in tears. A circle of ripples appeared in the halo.

He knows, he finally really knows now, the relationship between Ryan and his younger brother, the estrangement between Ryan and his family, the dependence between Ryan and his dreams, the regret between Ryan and his younger brother's children... From getting rid of social attributes to returning to social attributes, from being above life to returning to the origin of life, on the road of chasing truth, after going around a big circle, and finally returning to the origin again.

It is as if... it seems that mortals have transformed into superhumans, possessing the power of gods, ruling and creating life; but after re-comprehension, I realized again that the existence of super-divine power itself also comes from life, so, After completing the second transformation, once again down-to-earth to return to the starting position of mortals, and see a completely new world.

Life and death, birth and destruction, life and nature, mortals and gods, reason and emotion.

Everything is both the starting point and the ending point. The ends are connected to complete a circle. After going around, it still goes back to the origin. It seems that it is still the starting point, but the whole world has been vicissitudes. The mountain is still the mountain, but it is no longer the mountain; the water is still the water, but it is no longer the water.

It's complicated, it's profound, it's philosophical, it's a twist; but it's also simple, it's straightforward, it's profound, it's clear, everything is rooted in the depths of the soul , has never disappeared, and has never changed, just waiting for human exploration and pursuit.

Some people spend their whole lives unaware of its existence; some people, after tireless pursuit but still fail to reach the end; A door to a whole new world.

At this moment, Ryan realized; and at this moment, Alfonso really saw the real power——

It is not a performance, not an interpretation, nor a deduction, but the power of reality. The baptism in the depths of the soul is like a torrential rain. Fear is also worship.

At this moment, Alfonso really understands how huge, how tedious, and how hard Renly's job is. With a smile and a smile, he can easily control the atmosphere of the audience, not to mention the other actors or the audience. , even the director's mind couldn't help being immersed in it.

God. Oh god.

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Ryan's whole body's movements were rigid like this, and his expression was frozen in an instant, and there was no change at all, but he tried his best to suppress and control, and the tears continued to seep out, one after another, crystal clear water droplets. The dark brown eyes were quietly blurred, which was heartbreaking.

He stayed still like this, lest if he moved a little bit, he would be completely disintegrated and wiped out.

"You're holding a baby, aren't you?" Ryan asked softly, immersed in the cry of the baby, joy overflowed from the depths of his eyes. It is not a smile, but joy and happiness, quietly flowing with a touch of spring/light, like hot spring water, gurgling and steaming, making people melt little by little.

This is not the Ryan Stone that people are familiar with. Not the icy, unsmiling Ryan, nor the Ryan who still tried to save his teammates when his life was dying, nor the idiot-like Ryan who knew nothing of life outside of his professional knowledge, the tenderness and warmth in his eyes. , seems to be slowly melting the iceberg.

"Are you singing a lullaby?" Ryan said again, without getting a response, but he didn't care, but hummed unconsciously, the broken notes couldn't be put together at all, just choked deep in his throat, Roll slowly. "That was so sweet," he said softly.

Unconsciously, the smile rose again, "You know what? I used to sing a lullaby to my brother." Ryan's voice was slowly sinking, revealing a hoarseness, and there were tears in his eyes again. "But... we haven't had a conversation for a long time." Then, Ryan tilted his head slightly and tugged at the corners of his mouth mockingly, "It's not his fault, he's been working hard..."

The end sound slowly lengthened, and there was no more text, but the sadness and sigh in the eyes couldn't be understood any more, and the bitterness of regret could still be tasted in the faint, which stabbed the heart in an instant and penetrated deep into the bone marrow.

Ryan didn't continue to speak, but just listened quietly, the cry, the low lullaby, the melodious tune, light and gentle, unfamiliar tune, unfamiliar language, but without the slightest influence , just let the tight and sharp facial lines gradually soften, all the edge and all defenses are removed, and return to the most primitive red fruit appearance.

"You said, can I still see him?" Ryan murmured softly, and the vague words collided between his lips and teeth, and before he could finish speaking, he disappeared in disappointment.

...

Quietly staring at those dark brown eyes, calm and calm, there seems to be no turbulence, just immersed in deep thoughts, but Rooney read the delicate changes between those eyebrows, sadness and despair , bitterness and pain, struggle and torment, all the confusion and tediousness are slowly dissipating, returning to a state of peace without joy and sorrow.

Then, she knew, he decided to give up. give up

The hope of life, the possibility of giving up resistance, and the effort of struggling, so calmly accepted his own destiny, opened his arms, and embraced the god of death. She knew that he was ready to die, just like the moment Alex loosened the buckle.

However, Alex was a momentary decision, which seemed to be just an action of instinct/energy. The hope was cut off between the electric light and flint, and the severe pain was only for a moment, and even changed because of the adrenaline burst at the critical moment. It has to stop slowly, and there is no time to experience it, it is over.

Ryan is a very long process. After struggling back and forth for a long time, he escaped successfully, and when hope arises spontaneously, he suddenly fell into the ice cave; and then endured torment, cut off all the ropes of hope bit by bit, and defeated bit by bit. The defense in his heart shattered all the vulnerabilities.

Not only was it painful, but it was long and cruel enough to make it almost impossible to continue watching.

But Rooney still opened her eyes wide, savoring the torment and torture of this moment carefully, and feeling the performance of this moment, which is profound and magnificent, making every audience feel the same.

There was the sound of silently wiping away tears, and the choking sound of strong suppression. The suppressed anguish and pain were amplified to the extreme at this moment, which was unbearable.

...

Ryan let out a light breath, and the corners of his mouth seemed to rise upwards. Then, without any extra pause and preparation, he moved again, and started turning off the lights, turning off the power, and finally... turning off the oxygen.

The entire movement was completed in one go, just a slight pause before the oxygen was turned off, without too much struggle, and then the movement was completed, stable and gentle, as if this was a simple and normal move.

However, the beep-beep alarm sound was extremely harsh, constantly reminding him that the oxygen content was beginning to drop, but he was extremely calm, took off the mask on his head, casually rubbed his messy short hair, and slowly lay down. .

Amidst the chaos, the lullaby on the radio was still humming softly. The stark contrast between extreme panic and extreme calm caused a storm in the hearts of every audience member. The only exception is Ryan.

Ryan folded his hands on his chest, lay down peacefully, and slowly closed his eyes, the tightness of the corners of his mouth and the lines of his face was completely relaxed, and he whispered softly, "It sounds good, An Ninggang, don't stop, continue singing. ." He let out a sigh of relief, as if he had finished a busy day and needed a long sleep, "Accompany me to sleep, and I will fall asleep immediately."

"Don't stop, continue, continue..." The exhaustion and tension between the eyebrows slowly receded like a tide, experienced the ups and downs of self-redemption, experienced the thrill of extreme crisis, experienced despair, hope, despair The twists and turns have taken a turn, and now, the whole person has completely relaxed, and he can clearly feel the distress on that face.

The voice calmed down little by little, and finally only the vague syllables murmured and collided between the lips and teeth; the emotions between the eyebrows all dissipated and disintegrated, and entered a complete peace, that kind of serenity, which was sinking deep into the air. Entering dreamland, it seems that the whole world is quiet, and everything is quiet.

This is not giving up, but the dissipation of life; this is not compromise, but the silence of life; this is not peace, but the bleakness of life.

He was tired, and he was tired after all. After struggling for so long, running for so long, and struggling for so long, he could finally unload his burden and take a good rest. He needs sleep, really deep sleep, he doesn't want to fight anymore, he's tired, tired, just let it go, just needs a moment of peace.

The placid calm seems to be able to clearly see that fatigue and burnout are slowly dissipating on the surface of the body, and at the same time disappears the bright light that gradually dims, as if to see that the flame of life is slowly extinguishing. Running out of oil is the most appropriate word.

All the sounds in his mind disappeared, all the noises above his ears calmed down, the world was completely quiet, and only himself was left, like a newborn baby, born alone and died alone. It starts alone and ends without any worries.

Suddenly, there was a soft knock on the door, bang, bang, bang...

He slowly opened his eyes, opened a gap, light penetrated into his eyes, and in the dimness, he saw... Heather Cross.

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