The Greatest Showman

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For Renly, he's entering a whole new phase of his performance, with a breakthrough or nothing.

The filming of "Anti-Cancer Me" has entered the final quarter. Cancer is eroding Adam's body little by little. At the same time, the cold and cruel reality is gradually dragging Adam to the depths of the water, the kind of drowning The swelling was becoming clear, and the bursting sensation in the lungs made the fear and blood real.

One punch, another punch; one layer, another layer.

Adam is like a spring, slowly compressed, punch after punch, finally compressing the spring to the extreme: not only cancer, the fear of death has become clearer than ever before, life has finally torn off its mask and revealed The terrifyingly distorted true face.

The doctor made the final verdict, the chemotherapy was ineffective, Adam's only option was surgery, the surgery was successful, he may not be able to survive, but what is certain is that the surgery failed, that is the end - the operating table is the end end, he may never be able to open his eyes again. The moment you close your eyes, it's a goodbye.

What's more cruel is that he has no room to think and no choice.

The night before the surgery, when Adam was distraught, Kyle went outside with him to relax. Looking at every image in the world, it seems calm, but full of vitality, seemingly ordinary, but full of nostalgia.

He was suddenly at a loss. The word "death" was so abstract. He didn't know what he would face after death, or whether there was a soul, let alone whether his existence would disappear completely. The dark night sky in front of him and the lights of Wanjia seemed to be a simple part of life. He had long been accustomed to the existence of these, but now he may never see it.

The brain is in a mess, and the taste is full of mouth, but I can't find a suitable description, but Kyle can't forget to go to the bar to find / Yan / Yu, find a partner to enjoy the beauty of a one-night stand.

Adam knew that Kyle was trying to unravel himself, trying to distract himself, trying to relax and enjoy himself, but he just couldn't restrain his impulses and anger.

Something in his chest seemed to swell, and the swelling almost burst. He wanted to vent, but couldn't find a way. So, he wanted to have one last act. He wants to drive, he has always been afraid, and has never been able to learn to drive.

"That's what you want to do? That's your last wish? Drive? We could be in the clouds with /whores/girls now, but you want to do what I would have done when I was fifteen."

That's Kyle's response.

The night before surgery, the night before the confrontation with death, the night before the last leg with cancer. All he wanted to do was drive, he knew, it was ridiculous and trivial, but...he didn't know what he wanted either.

People always say, what last wish do you want to fulfill before you die? Do it as soon as possible while you are still young, and leave no regrets. But sadly, he didn't.

Everything happened too quickly, too fiercely, and too cruelly. Before he could catch his breath, he was already forced to the edge of the cliff. After learning about cancer from the doctor, the memory in his mind was only a muddled mess. Fuzzy, he was just surviving, struggling and struggling, eager to beat cancer. So much so that there is no sense of reality. When reality strikes, death is already close at hand, and the ruler of the suspected end point is already in sight.

He had no time to think at all, no time for himself, and no space for himself. His mind went blank, he couldn't think of anything, not even the slightest craving, and driving was just an outlet. His only thought was that he still wanted to give it a go, that he wanted to continue living.

Yes. He wants to live. It was his only wish. But... but there was nothing he could do.

This is Adam, not Chu Jiashu.

Before Chu Jiashu died, he felt relief. Ten years of life in a hospital bed had finally come to an end. He knew that he still had many regrets that he had not completed. His life had not even begun, and it was over; It is a kind of torture, but death is a kind of relief.

Before Adam's surgery, what he felt was fear, despair, panic, longing, struggle, and explosion. His life was not over yet, and suddenly he was forced to draw a rest, and he had no way of knowing whether the melody continued after this rest, or whether it ended there.

For most cancer patients, doctors may sentence them to a year or two, and even if it's just six months, they have breathing room. They can travel the world, they can splurge, they can make bucket lists, they can cry, they can give up on themselves... The announcement of the deadline for death allows them to see a very different world and make a very different choice. .

But not Adam. Before he even had time to struggle, all his resistance was declared futile, and before he was caught off guard, the cancer could not wait for the sentencing result, compulsorily. What is even more frightening is that he has no choice but to wait for trial.

How ridiculous that he didn't even have a bucket list. Tomorrow may be the end of his life, but the only thing he can think of right now is driving. As Kyle said, insignificant to drive. Ridiculous.

Unwillingness, the chaos and anger brought about by extreme unwillingness, the despair and remorse brought about by the desire to live, are like

The spring that was compressed to the extreme exploded out completely. The previously suppressed emotions finally found an outlet.

Renly suddenly thought of Heather Cross and the kite left in the ward.

His eyes fell on the script in his hand, but he read the short lines dozens of times over and over again. Gradually, the focus and focal length began to blur, and those words were deeply imprinted in his mind. The swelling in his chest made him suffocate a little.

Put down the script, look up, and say, "I'm ready."

After saying one sentence, the entire crew seemed to have lifted the magical seal of the black forest. The sun fell, and it suddenly became alive. Everyone closed their mouths and threw themselves into their work. The long-silent crew Start running at high speed immediately.

Jonathan was excited, and immediately stepped forward, looked left and right, and then realized that Seth was standing behind him-there were three actors in this scene, Seth and Renly were opposite scenes, and Anna- Kendrick is in charge of the scene, and her Katherine will be on the phone with Adam.

Since Anna won't appear in the camera, she can hold the script and play against each other in the air, so Jonathan only needs to pay attention to Seth and Renly. Jonathan was completely at ease with Renly, but worried about Seth's condition. He turned around and walked back. He explained a few words in a low voice, and repeated his idea of ​​the scene. Seth nodded affirmatively. After that, it calmed down.

"Where's Renly?" Seth frowned slightly, still worried about Renly's state.

Jonathan rubbed his temples. As bystanders, they didn't know what happened to Renly. Of course, even if they did, they couldn't help, but the only thing they could do was—"Trust him," Jonathan said. , and then shrugged helplessly, "To be honest, I don't think anyone in the entire crew can give Renly's opinion on acting. Can you?"

Faced with this rhetorical question, Seth immediately made a gesture of surrender, repeatedly waving his hands in denial, which made Jonathan shrug again, without saying much, but his expression and actions could not have been more straightforward.

Seth lowered his head, walked forward honestly, took two steps, then turned his head again, with a reluctant expression on his face, "Is it alright for traffic safety for a while? I will be with my sister tonight. Do you have an appointment?" The emoji's expression was so joyful, almost exactly the same as Kyle in the script, which made the surrounding staff burst into laughter.

The next scene was when Adam drove the car for the first time, and then went on a rampage and was dangerous, scaring Kyle, who was sitting in the passenger seat, into a cold sweat, but this was not the end. After the sprint of adrenaline burst, Adam kicked Kyle out of the car, and all his emotions collapsed.

For the safety of the actors, it is naturally impossible to actually go on the road, otherwise, if the car accident becomes a reality, it will be unimaginable. The vehicles Adam encountered on the road were all professional stuntmen as drivers, knowing the whole scene, consciously creating dangerous situations, and then finishing the shooting.

In fact, the whole scene will be shot in two parts, the first part is Adam driving randomly, and the second part is Adam crashing in the car. However, the two scenes are in the same line, and the filming is planned to be completed tonight, so the preparations are also carried out together. This is what happened just now that Renly had been reading the script for a long time.

What Seth said just now seemed to be a complaint on the surface, but it was actually a joke. Sure enough, the atmosphere that had been silent for nearly forty-five minutes became active again.

Seth saw Renly stand up, waved his hand, and said hello easily, and then saw Renly's deep eyes, the corners of his eyes were a little red, not obvious in the dark, but Now that the lighting crew has turned on the headlights, lighting up the entire crew, Seth is noticing small details like the face.

"...Are you okay?" Seth pretended to be relaxed, but found that Renly had no plans to respond at all, just tilted his head and looked straight at him, his usual sparse eyebrows slightly wrinkled When he got up, his deep eyes were covered with a layer of mist, and he couldn't recognize the mixed emotions hidden in them. It was just heavy and sharp, making it impossible to look directly.

It seemed to be Renly, but it didn't seem to be. In a panic, Seth thought of Will before the surgery.

After just holding on for two seconds, Seth couldn't stand it anymore, and he avoided his sight in embarrassment, panicking in his heart.

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