The Tyrant Gentle Husband

I hope that I can know Elena earlier so that we won't have a wound that won't ever vanish with how much time passed. We won't ever have any conflict that makes us feel insecure and worried every time in every turn. As a man and a husband, I failed. Doing business is a lot easier than understanding your heart.

Doing business is you can predict according to the business flow and the impact before working on it. If the project gives you a profit, then you can continue it, but if it has an opposite effect, you can choose to withdraw from it. It is different when you face a relationship. You can't test whether the person you love is the best for you or not, and you can't withdraw it when you think it will not go well.

Being in a relationship is not a tester for your compatibility with each other. Being in a relationship means that you are ready for whatever thing will happen in the future. A lover includes two-person to become a couple, and it is not an easy task to do because two different people become a couple.

A mere relationship can't be your tester to know whether she is the one for you or not, and it is also the same as marriage. A marriage can't be your tester to understand whether she is the right one to become your wife and the mother of your son in the future.

Marriage is not a game that you can play when you think it is fun and withdraw when you consider it is not fun anymore. You can't predict your future, nor you can't make sure that nothing will happen in the future. Now, I am in this kind of position. As a CEO in a company, all of my life, I dedicate to my job day and night. Job is like my wife rather than my real wife. I enjoy my life as a single man, even though I know I have a wife back home.

I never cheat on anyone because I know that I have a wife, even though I know I have a wife, but I never try to think to open my heart slowly to welcome her into it. I am a stupid man and a sc.u.mbag, to begin with, what she saw in me? I feel worthless and nothing to her. I never regretted my choice before, but now, I know what it feels when you regret it, but you can't come back in time before you regret it.

Elena is a beautiful, gentle, kind, and open-minded girl. She doesn't have any flaws like me, even though I am a powerful CEO, but as a man, I have many flaws.

Luke didn't talk at all for about 3o minutes, and from his expression, I can guess that he is thinking something unnecessary again. I might be too hard with him that night. I never knew that his heart is too fragile that it can break with only one word 'divorce.' If I discover it earlier that he is too frail, then I wouldn't say that thing to scare him. I didn't mean to scare him, but I scared him more than I thought.

"What are you thinking, Luke? You look so ugly right now and frowning wasted your handsome face," I leaned on his broad c.h.e.s.t and held his big hand. 

I saw Elena lean on me without thinking twice and held my hand. I don't know how to ask her about this kind of thing, but it makes me curious to find out the answer even though I won't get the answer I want, but at least I am brave enough to ask her.

"what do you see in me that you fall in love with me?" I asked Elena with an indecisive heart.

"Ah, you only wanted to ask me this question? is it that important for you to know?" I asked him again. When I asked this question, there are memories of Luke in my mind like it is a short movie repeated the scenes. I never felt this is the real Elena's memories but my own memories. My head sometimes hurt when I remembered the recollection like it is a memory that I forgot. It is like amnesia than transmigration. Is it possible that I didn't transmigrate, but I had amnesia instead?

Is it impossible, right? But I didn't really remember my last life that clear. No, maybe I am just tired. Luke also saw Elena's complicated expression and felt stagnant. His heart was in turmoil that he didn't know what to do.

"It is important for me because you are beautiful, elegant, kind, and have your own skill to survive in this dangerous world full of predator that will stare at you anytime," Luke said with a low voice.

"Hm, you mean that I am a strong girl? But do you know that every strong girl always hides their true hearts deep within their heart?" I asked Luke. Now it doesn't matter if I transmigrate or amnesia, I will know about it later. I need to investigate this more after our honeymoon. It is not good to destroy our honeymoon for such a problem.

Luke widened his eyes in disbelief. He never knew there is something like that in this world. 

"Do you know that everyone has their weaknesses? My weaknesses are I am afraid to be alone in this world. Everyone will have their own family, especially my twin brother. What will I do when they have their own family, I will be alone.

I fall in love with you because I saw your kindness without anyone realized it. When I was in senior high school, I saw you helping a dog that got crash by car. You brought the dog to an animal hospital. Then you tried to find someone who will adopt the dog.

But it was hard to find someone who accepts a disabled dog as their pet. Then it was me who adopted the dog, and you come to visit me until you are sure that I will take care of the dog. But I am sure that you didn't remember it, right?" I smiled as sweet as honey to him.

"You were the one who adopted Mochi at that time?" Luke said with disbelief. Mochi is a disabled dog that he helped in the past. He didn't remember the girl who adopted him, but he remembered that the girl is beautiful with long black hair and has a cute smile on her face.

"Yes, I am the one who adopted him, and he died at the age of five years old. I remembered that Mochi went to the place you went to rescue him, and Mochi was dying in the same hospital that used to cure him. I was crying so hard in the hospital at that time. Reo closed to Mochi, and Mochi liked to be with Reo the most, and it forgot that I was the one who adopted him. But Reo stole all Mochi's attention to him even Leo was shocked to see how Reo could give his affection to a dog. After Mochi was dead, Reo didn't want to adopt any dog because he was too sad after Mochi left him alone."

Luke never know that fate can bring him to Elena without he realize it. 

"Do you know that I love your kindness, not your appearance. I love how kind you are to the animal, and I was the one who adopted cats that you gave them your umbrella without thinking anf run back without an umbrella.

I know you are a good man, and my feelings keep growing along the way I know you more. If I only love your money or your appearance, then this love won't keep growing. I know you made a mistake, but your small mistake can't make my love stop growing for you, because you didn't know how much I fall in love with you." I added with a gentle and loving smile.

"Whatever nonsense do you think in your mind, will never happen in the future, because my love was too deep for you so none of a wild lion out there can enter it," I said while giving a kiss on Luke's lips. When I wanted to withdraw, Luke deepened our kiss and entered my mouth, and he entangled our tongue fiercely.

He licked my tongue, and his kiss became gentler and made me melt. He let me go after we were out of breath and hugged me tightly. From his kissing, I can feel how much he loves me and how much he d.e.s.i.r.e me to become his. 

Then I heard him talking in a soft and pampering voice, "I love you, Elena, I am glad that I didn't come late. I am happy that my love reciprocates, and I am blissful to have you as my wife. You are the best wife in the world," Luke kissed my forehead with pampering eyes.

"I am lucky to have you as my husband, because an animal lover is not a bad guy, after all, you protect the small animal, and you will protect me well in the future," I said with loving smiles and loving eyes.

"I will make sure that you are not disappointed to choose me as your husband," Luke said proudly and confidently.

"I believe in you, my husband," I said, and Luke blushed when he heard Elena called him her husband. Luke leaned his head on Elena's shoulder and sniffed her mint aroma.