The Tyrant Gentle Husband

Luke was sad by the fact that Elena had such a terrifying accident without him knowing it. 

Lisa obediently walked out without Luke's command. Lisa also knew that she didn't need to answer any more questions from Luke. 

Luke opened the cupboard next to his desk and took a few beers from there. He already asked Elena forgiveness, but he couldn't forgive himself for leaving Elena alone all this year. Luke also realized that he was not sensible enough, and he didn't try to open his heart.

Luke put the beer back to its place and walked out of the study room. Luke didn't want to leave Elena alone when she was not conscious right now, so he took some beers to his bedroom. Walze also said that he couldn't force Elena to remember her true identity because it would aggravate her headaches. 

Luke opened the bedroom and saw Elena was still sleeping so peacefully like a sleeping beauty from the fairy tale. Luke saw down on the sofa that is a little far away from the bed. Luke drunk the beer, and his heart suffocated with pain that he never felt before. The fact that he hurt Elena is enough to torment him, but now he got hit by the new reality that the way he treated Elena before it tormented her the most.

Luke was sad about this fact that he made on his own without thinking about the consequences in the future. Luke does not know that hurting Elena without him knowing it actually hurt him more. Luke really wanted to punch himself so hard, and he already did it, but it didn't make his pain vanished. Apologizing is not enough to heal the wounds in Elena's heart.

If apologizing is enough to forgive someone's mistakes, then there is no prison in this world. Luke's face is ugly because of full of tears. Luke hated himself, who left Elena alone, and Luke hated himself, who was not there when Elena needed him, and Luke hated himself, who was not there to protect Elena.

Luke didn't stop drinking beers without stopping and hoped his pain vanished along with the beers he drunk, but it only aggravated the soreness in his heart. His heart was beating in pain that he couldn't imagine. 

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I didn't know what happened to me, but I couldn't move my body or heard anything at all. I only saw darkness, and I didn't saw any light at all. I didn't know what happened, but my head ached a lot that I couldn't bear it. I walked without directions, and I walked without knowing where this road led me. Then I saw a girl who looks like me, but she is a lot younger than me, wearing a beautiful pink dress.

The girl was waiting for a long time in the dining room, but no one came home. The girl didn't give up and kept waiting, but her wait was in vain because no one came back, and it was already midnight. All the servants were worried and asked her to sleep because they knew that their master wouldn't return to this house, but they didn't want to make the young girl sad, then they didn't say anything.

All the servants heard the rumor that their master has mistress out there, but no one knew the truth. I saw they were talking about my father's issue, and my heart banged in pain when I heard it even though I didn't know the truth.

But every servant in the house knew that the master didn't like his wife and left his children alone without care. The young girl walked to her bedroom with sadness on her face. She looks like three years old, but her aura seemed a little m.a.t.u.r.e. When she woke up in the morning, she looked around, and she still didn't see any presence of her parents. The young girl hoped that she could meet her parents, but every time she only bathed in the cold basin.

The young girl looked at her friends who had parents with them, and her heart burst in pain that a young child shouldn't have. No one talked about her parents at home. She never saw her older brother at all because all of them already moved out of the house. The young girl spoke to herself what did she do wrong so that her parents leave her alone? 

Is she a bad girl so that her parents didn't need her? The young girl realized that she has parents but feels like she is an orphan. Every child in her kindergarten bullied her because they never saw the young girl's parents. The young girl came home with tears on her face, but no servants cared about her. They knew that her parents abandoned her alone, and they didn't have respect for the young girl. They only took her as a child, but they never bullied her.

The young girl had to live her life alone without support from anyone, then someday her mother returned and brought along a twin younger brothers. The young girl thought that her mother would be with her in the future, but she was surprised that her mother left home after he brought the twins home.

The young girl was not blind and stupid, because she knew from her mother's reaction that she never loved her at all. Her mother looked at her with cold and sharp eyes, and she even didn't like her younger brothers. At that time, the young girl made a promise to herself that she would be the one who took care of her younger brother even though she would do this alone.

The young girl visited her younger brothers every day without absent. She likes how cute her younger brother is, and she makes sure that she will succeed in raising them alone without anyone's help. 

"Brothers, don't be sad, we don't have any parents with us, but as your big sister, I will take care of you and raise you alone with my will power," The young girl promised her younger brother.