Through Apocalypse

" There are three things that I did not tell you. During the apocalypse there are certain abilities that pop out and some people has it thru surviving the virus or from bites.

Those who survived during the fever has their abilities awakened. Those where bitten or scratched by zombies they also do, but they are 50/50  chances that they survived or succ.u.mbed to the bite. "

Huang Jin braced himself to tell them the truth. He wanted them to get ready and train Xun Wen early for the apocalypse.

Huang Jin raised his hand forward palms up. This morning when he was inside the bathroom he suddenly felt that the water below his feet was swirling. That when he realized that not only he has his space ability, he was also reborn with the ability to control wind. He was a dual element user.

Is it because he was given the chance to change his destiny? But no matter what is it for second chance. He will take and use the opportunity to change his life, survive and be happy in this lifetime.

Xun Wei and Xun Wen saw Huang Jin rasing his ands plams up and in his hand you can see a small tornado with swirling like crazy.

Cool wind started blowing and surrounding them. C.a.r.e.s.sing them gently, they where speecheless. and shocked from what they where seeing.

And they saw Huang Jin throws the mini tornado inside the gym. Waving his hands like a magician. Clamping both his hand and separating it and  watching the tornado becomes bigger and splitting it into two and snap his hand close and seeing the tornado vanish into thin air.

Shock and Awe was what they felt. Like it was not real but at the same time that they can't deny the truth.

" I still have my second ability. But the second thing is that all that I've said to you all of it being a nightmare. and feeling it all like it was real?....

The truth is that It was real.

I came back three years before the apocalypse happen. Surviving it for the past 10 years until I was killed. I was reborn like it was a nightmare that will happen again and i will experience again. But then I know that in this lifetime that i want them not to become true but I know I'm just lying to myself. BecUse I had the abilities and then I'm okay with it because I know that i will experience them with you all."

Huang Jin can feel the arms around his waist tightened. He was anxious and nervous of what Xun Wei will feel about everything he's going to say the last part of his dream. Huang Jin leaned his entire body to Xun Wei, holding both his arms around his waist.

"And the last thing is that when I met Wei Ren. He told me after we became lovers. That it was not his real name, that he came up with the name from his  little brother Ren.

Do you know what he told me??" At the same time I t.h.i.g.htened my hold on Xun Wei's armed and turned around to see his reaction.

"It was Xun Wei Brother of Eighteen year old Xun Wen and 3 year old Xun Ren born a month later and died after the apocalypse started when he fell ill and did not survived."

Huang Jin saw all the emotions  that was on Xun Wei's face. From shock and anger and sadness and happiness.

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After Xun Wei talked to his friend. He wanted to invite his brother and th little bunny. Yes, a little bunny who look cute and smiling happily.

But then when he turned around he saw Ahjin crying and telling something to Xun Wen.

His heart started to hurt and he felt like suffocating from all the emotions on Ahjin's face. It was full of sadness, anger, wariness, and despair.

He wanted to go there and embrace Ahjin and console him. So that wat he did. He went and sit down and embraced him. He thought Ahjin was going to avoid it but Xun Wei was suprise and happy that Ahjin allowed Xun Wei to comfort him.

He was suprise at first then it become shocked then fury and anger. Helplessness.

When he showed us his ability. I was shocked and Awed from it.

Xun Wei then embraced and tightened his hold and cage Ah'jin inside his arms. He felt   the body of Ahjin lean on him like he was given a chance to take all the burdens and hurt that Ah'jin felt right now. That he felt secure enough to trust his back to him.

He felt humbled and happy to be trusted this way. Then when he told me that he was reborn.

Xun Wei was shocked. He can't really tell what to feel when Ahjin told him that he was reborn that it was not a nightmare but a reality that happen from his first life. That he experience them all without them in his life with only the guy Wei Ren on his side and was killed and betrayed by his step mother and step sibling.

He was infuriated and angry that he was preventing his emotions from exploding. He was sad that it was another guy who was with him to experience everything.

But before giving on his anger, he felt Xun Wei turning his body and watching his face. Holding both his arms around his waist like iron and afraid to watch Xun Wei like he was afraid to learn something about the truth.

That's when he told me while watching my reaction that in his first life that he was Wei Ren. That they met and became friends and lovers and died  and was killed by Ahjin's step brother.

Ah'jin was waiting for his reaction. But the only thing that Xun Wei felt this time  was happiness and he like his body and mind lightened from all the anxiety and worry.

He felt gratified that he was able to accompany Ahjin on the apocalypse. He was glad and fortunate at the same time.

He wanted to cry.

He wanted to hug and cage Ahjin from everything.

He wanted to shelter and protect Ahjin.

He turn his head and kiss Ahjin's temple and breath his scent like a drowning man who can't breath.

Is that why he felt close and happy at first to meet Ahjin? Is that why he felt complete like a puzzle that was missing a piece?

Now he know now why he felt that way.

He felt Ahjin's lips kissing his neck and breathing him in. Like what he is doing right now.

"Ahjin... Ahjin... Ahjin.... I'm here now.

I won't leave you all alone anymore. I will always stay beside you what ever happens.

I thought it was just my imagination when I met you a while ago.

I thought it was just me feeling this way that feeling you where the missing part of my puzzled life."

He whispered over and over again until his voice was hoarsed. He can't helped but cry holding Ahjin in his arms.

"Ahjin...Ahijin...Ahjin.."

Xun Wei was swaying his body with Ahjin inside his arms like he was trying to comfort him and Ahjin at the same time.